Happy Halloween

Hi everyone,

I know Halloween was yesterday but I had a very busy day and I couldn't get to the computer to wish readers a Happy Halloween. For Halloween My Fiancée and I took out my niece with my sister-in-law and brother to my local zoo. They had to pretty cute event called "boo at the zoo". It was mostly for children but this was nieces first Halloween and we wanted to make it super special. After that I spent the rest of the day kicking my feet up watching movies and the 3rd world series game, with my fiancée. I hope everyone had a beautiful and safe Halloween. I'll post some pictures of yesterday, at the end.

Other then the Halloween subject, tomorrow I have speech again; i'm so embarrassed ugh. I cant wait till the semesters over! Well have a good night bloggers.

-Talk to you soon

Stephanie V.

Thought of the day: Live your life everyday as if it was your last.

  

Emotional Wreck

Hi bloggers,


It official I'm a complete emotional wreck! Yesterday in my speech class I had to present my presentation. My presentation was about informing and raising awareness on PCOS. At the end of my speech my conclusion ended up being be sobbing and making a fool out of myself in front of everyone! (thank God this wasn't a lecture hall) I can't believe it, I haven't cried about having PCOS since I was diagnosed with it back in December 08. This shows that I'm still not over it, how can I be over it? its not that easy!


I'm trying my best to get a blog out here every other day but sometimes I miss one day. But don't worry I wont miss more then one day, and if worse comes to worse I will notify the public! =D


All in all today i'm having a great day, and I think that has a lot to do with my Fiancee getting me a new phone, which i really didn't need. (He spoils me)
I'm actually in school right now in Quiet Study. I will find more to talk about to you girls & guys instead of babbling about my day, but I just wanted to let you know what happened to me yesterday. Well have a great day.


Thought of the day: Dress the way you feel comfortable, don't worry about what other people think, but then again dress your curves the right way so you can always look fabulous! 


-Talk to you soon
Stephanie V.

The Battle With PCOS

Hi everyone,


So today is Sunday, I try to go to church every Sunday with my fiancée. Today I felt really pissed with myself. And its sucks because sometimes my fiancée ends up paying for it.


Thats the thing with PCOS your mood is always temporary. I don't know any other women with PCOS except online, but I don't know if you have this to; I have the worst mood swings ever. But I believe it is different for everyone. 

Anyhow PCOS is a "hormonal disorder in which a womens body produces high levels of male hormones, called androgens," having high levels of androgens stops your ovaries from making enough progesterone which regulates your menstrual cycle, and also affect your abilities to have children (meaning its harder, but of course not impossible) one of the side affects from having PCOS is depression, maybe because of your appearance or not being able to have children quickly. But for me its sometimes appearance I struggle with acne and oily skin UGH!!! out of all things. But at least I don't have other risk & side affects such as: High Cholesterol, hypertension, and diabetes. <-- There is much more for more information you guys can always ask me more question in the comment box below, or you can personally message me (herthought726@aol.com) 


Like I said its a struggle but I have a fiancée that tells me everyday that i'm beautiful. Us women need the support so if you have the same thing or even want to talk about it let me know. One thing I ask for all the readers and passer by's please spread awareness. PCOS is complicated and the means that if you do have it and your not aware, PCOS untreated is like leaving Cancer untreated, or AIDS. There are some serious risk that have to be treated once diagnose. Make sure to approach you physician about these thing, the majority of the time your doctor wont test you for something on less there is a reason to believe that there is something wrong. So do some research and if the symptom sound like you, talk to your doctor girls.  




Thought of the day: Stay Positive, even when you feel down! life is short and 
its not worth it! 


-Till next time 
Steph
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My Story

So, I thought that my first post should tell you a little more about myself and what this page is about. I'm not new to blogging, however this is the first time I'm writing about something more personal than anything. This blog is more about me and my confidence, with the factor that i'm fight PCOS (Poly-cystic Ovarian Syndrome.) Anyone who knows what PCOS is they know its a battle and a tremendous struggle. I'll talk about it a little more on another blog.


Mostly I'm here to share my feelings and struggles (with beauty,weight,diets, and life) because its always easier when you have people to share things with! Feel free to ask questions. By the way under every post I have A song of the week, Book I'm reading, and movies I've watched <--- In that particular week. 




-Song of the week: Michael Buble: Hold On
-Book I'm reading: Eclipse (Stephenie Meyer), Persepolis (Marjane Satrapi)
-Movie I've Watched: Paranormal Activity, Poughkeepsie Tapes 


Thanks for reading 
Steph
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